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Growing up is so much fun Mostly, I left my struggle behind Until I realized when it’s not an end game It will be going on and on with a different pain Family is a circle I want to be in, foreverReligion is something I can surrenderNature is the one without judgmentFriends are people I…

Zero Title

The poem I’d like to share here is untitled cause it’s short and I can’t really call it a poem. Not long enough to read and it just has two stanzas. I picked up my little book again in 2022 last year at night while thinking about happiness again. Well, I’m happy at the moment,…

Space

*Written on Friday, November 25th, 2022 Life looks pretty fine this yearI try my best to go facing without fearI push my insecurities with no hesitationEven though I ignore myself that I am not that capable This is the hardest part of itMy chest feels heavyDon’t really understand what’s happening to meI sense it’s about…

Suddenly…

Yesterday… it was raining cats and dogs in a new city that I should stay in. I never thought I would enjoy the rain like I did. I loved the thunder that touched my hear, I loved the water from the sky that mingled with my yellow umbrella. I enjoyed making my shoes wet by…

The “Enough” Word

Having beautiful morning by sitting next to the window with a cute cup of honey drink that I bought from a friend is making me at peace. It’s not raining for the moment, maybe later. It’s almost raining every day in here. Some friends have flood in their homes. I’m grateful that I don’t have…

Rindu

Ketika melihat panjangan foto ituTerlihat bahagia dengan senyuman seperti biasaMata tak berkedip pun sekejap sajaKemudian mengingat masa lalu Yang berat bukan rinduNamun menahan rinduTak mampu mengungkapkan bak kala duluYang berat bukan kenangan akanmuNamun pikiran yang selalu menuju ke situTak bisa dikendalikan sepanjang waktu Kejadian sebelumnya adalah alatBukan untuk mengingatTidak peduli betapa pun beratMasa sekarang adalah…

Life.

Life isn’t a movieIt’s bigger than thatIt’s not that shortIt’s longer than that Where everyone is the main characterWhere they can play any role they wantWhere any path is based on one’s decisionWhere we can choose any genre that matter It’s magical that we can feel this momentIt’s magnificent that we can see this natureIt’s…

Ketika Aku Bersyukur

Siapa aku yang berani-beraninnya berlaku tanpa syukur?Kenapa juga aku tak mau bersyukur?Sebegitu hebatnya kah aku tak mau mengucapkan syukur?Sesibuk itukah aku tak menyempatkan waktu untuk bersyukur? Rasa syukur ternyata obat dari segala penyakitPenyakit yang sering melanda hatiTerutama tentang ambisiYang juga ternyata tak ada batas hentiMemang apa yang mau dicari dari ego diriKebahagiaan sejati?Nah… jangan mimpi!…

About Love

It’s hard to speak up about thisAs hard as doing something productiveWell, never expect myself to be perfectBut, at least I’m walking on that So as about loveTo love need an open heartOpen for everything that will happenWhether it’s an anger or a rejectionOr even to have back that love betterBoth are still beautiful and…

Mirror

When I wrote this poem title, I was in a very good condition of life. I was about to study for my class in the next day. That’s what happened when someone isn’t a good public speaker but has a job to always give talks to the public eye! Whoa. That’s definitely a “discomfort”. I…